Wednesday, March 30, 2005
christine <$BlogItemDateTime$>
dear diary..
lots of stuff's been happening since i came back. i have tons of work to do! so much! i have to complete geog TYS by monday.. and its not easy at all.. over 100 questions plus must write essay for that.. got chem TYS also..then i missed out alot on bio ..plus yesterday i had a social studies test.. not so bad.. THEN i found out i had a chinese test on today.. so of cos i studied.. and on tuesday my chinese tuition teacher came over and she wrote all the sentences down for me, and we had spellings and all, and i memorize like shit. the chinese test covered chapters 4-7, and i hadnt even learned chapters 6 and 7 since i missed out on school. so i did my best lar. today was the test. i guess it wasnt enough. i made careless mistakes. sigh. feel sad and discouraged. think im gonna get into trouble with my teacher at school too. she told me to stay behind after school for awhile but i didnt. too sad. after i finished the test i felt so miserable i could already feel the tears forming. so i quickly went to the toilet and cried. then sharon came to the bathroom and said that the teacher wanted me to go back to class. i really didnt want to go cos my eyes were blood shot red and i didnt want ppl to see me cry and stuff. but no choice lar. had to go back. sigh. chinese is one of the most subjects i put alot of effort into cos i dun wan to disappoint some people. especially my chinese tutor. its almost 5pm now. i have tuition in 2 hours. physics. feel so tired. still have alot of work to complete and studying to do. i have to do better. i'll study harder. i'll practice more. especially my maths. now im lying on my parents bed. computer on the bed. books on the bed. watching a korean series movie but the language translated into chinese. air-con's on. my head hurts. im tired. didnt sleep until 3am + last night. i have to rest. but i've got alot of work. and i feel like shit too. haiz. anyway. lots of birthdays coming up soon. spongebob squarepants . i wanna watch that stupid movie. :/
u know . that stupid movie. erm.. i forgot the name of the stupid woman again. the ring 3? its not the ring 3, but its like the part 3 of the ring 2. that stupid woman with long black hair lar. the show's coming to cinemas right. the stupid comerical has been showing all the time! i hate it! i dont even want to see the commerical! the tv isnt safe anymore! i could be watching a perfectly name and calming show and the next thing i know.. its either a stupid tv blaring in the dark or a woman with long hair black saying "happy birthday..." ..!! wah lao! even the radio's not safe annymore! what's with that movie?!?! its not nice at all!!!
anyway. im going to rest now. after that study. then tuition. gym after that. i need to rest. so tired. and not that happy. hope i'll feel better later.
with loves; christine
4:47 PM
