Monday, March 21, 2005
hey. cant believe im in nz! anyway. im going back on wed. gosh. i miss nz. and i miss singapore too. guess you cant have the best of both worlds. anyway.so far life in nz has been real fun. i went to the theme park, went to the ice rave, went shopping, hung out with my friends, ate the pizza, chips, chocolate and ice-cream, did all the stuff i did last year when i was studying in nz. i also visited my old school, howick college. lots of nice memories in there. im going to vist howick college again tomorrow. then im going to the city to resolve some problems. i'll be going back to dear singapore on wednesday.going back to school on thursday.have to catch up on alot of work.i have to have 3 extra physic tuition,2 extra chem,an extra class for bio,2 for maths,and 4 for chinese.and that's just tuition.i'll have to work extra harder to catch up with school.im gonna do well in school.im gonna do my best.
i miss my special someone alot. that person means the world to me! :)dunno why larz.have the crave for techno music day and night.cant live without it.and i love my computer in nz! i have to leave it behind! *wails*its mine!!! nvm..it'll come back to me in dec.. and in the meantime, i'll study hard and make my special someone happy. i wont let you down. i promise.
sometimes i cant believe im here. i cant believe i made it so far. though im only 15. last year was such a year. im thankful that im still alive. still breathing. still living the life that i was meant to live. im glad that i was given a second chance. it scares me, to know that so much could have happened. that my life just changed. just like that. it really scares me to know that alot more people are still suffering. but like everyone else, i must be strong and learn how to face the world with courage and strength especially with the help of people around me.
i love my life now. it may not be perfect, but its like finally things are going back to normal. i hope everything will be okay. i'll do my best to make sure it does.
with loves; christine
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