Monday, January 30, 2006


















hello!! long time no see (:
its been such a long time since i've blogged. really didnt have the time since i came back from thailand. anyway, here's the update on my life! =)
okay i kinda have to rush thru this cos its 1.40am and i have to sleep cos im so fcuking tired and tomorrow i have to wake up at 11am!! ahh. so early!!
ok the trip to bangkok was great! (: i had so much fun shopping!! hahah thats it yeahh.. shopping! and of cos, eating! hahah i spent quite alot of cash there. heh. but stuff there is so cheap! i bought 6 dvds.! meet the fockers, kingdom of heaven, white chicks, yu-gi-oh (i like that show!), spongebob squarepants and harry potter. it has good quality and its only $4 for a dvd! SO CHEAP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i also bought 3 music cds there. (: hip hop, dance and fort minor. (: hehehe i also bought alot of facial stuff there; 6 clean and clear moisturizers, 3 toners, 2 olay, 2 overnight and a nivea body lotion. its much cheaper there since its made in thailand. (: i also bought shorts and nice singlets! (:
i bought 2 really nice jackets there! the first was a $100 roxy jacket and the second was a $30 black jacket. both are really nice. (: love them! i also bought 2 track pants to suit the weather in new zealand!! hehhehe its so much cheaper there!! (: i also bought a few nice tees. okay, i know this is kinda stupid cos everyone's like playing xbox and dota now but i bought 2 new gameboy mario games! hahaha i still like my gameboy very much and since its much cheaper in thailand, i bought them! (: i tested them too and it was fine.
i went shopping and eating the whole time and had loads of fun! by the way, the guys in thailand have a way of staring at you in such a manner that you feel so uncomfortable in their presence. i mean, they just keep staring. like up and down your body and even when you stare back, they dont look away. i was like wth. and like when i was walking, guys in their motorbikes would actually stop by me and stare at me. can you believe that! its like you feel so naked when they're staring at you. and those guys in their motorbikes with those helmets that you cant see where they're looking? yeah, i hate those. they travel in packs of like 10-20 and when you have to cross the road, you actually feel them staring at you but you dont know for sure. and i dont think you wanna stare back at them either in case you create trouble. heh.
but i have to say that the girls in thailand are very nice. even though they dont speak english well, they still make effort to communicate with you. even those girls selling satay or beef noodles by the street! there was a period of time when i went out on my own cos i had to find some music cds (the day i was leaving bangkok) and i was in a mad rush as these people sell illegal cds and they only come out at night in a place called 'papong'. it was like mission impossible but i refused to give up as i searched the streets for any sign for any illegal venders. when i was lost, i asked those girls on the streets and they were really very polite and friendly towards me. (: when i was buying bras with my mom, the salegirls were really nice too. when i wasnt sure about buying anything, i would tell the salesgirl that i m not sure and that i would think about it and they would be smiling away and saying "its ok!" or something really polite. do that in singapore and the salesgirl would give you a black face. see what i mean? and they always greet you by saying "seewahdeeka" hahah i dunno how to spell but thats what they say. its really nice lar. (:
i also went to the underwater world!! hahah it was so fun!! seeing all the sharks and fishes! (: i love seeing marine life. although sometimes its a little scary seeing those huge sharks and fishes, its still really fun!! hehehe nothing much to say about this just that i really loved it!! soooooo fun!!!! (:
okay. on the last night in thailand, me, my sis and my dad went to papong to look for some stuff. however, there was a police raid so all those illegal venders selling all those fake dvds and music cds all went hiding and we just couldnt find any. and i mean we couldnt find any. i was so disappointed. i mean, of all nights, why that night?
but i recongnized the guys that we bought the good quality dvds from the first night i was in bangkok so i went over and asked them why they werent selling any dvds. they told me there was a police raid. so then my sis and i told him what dvds we wanted and arranged a special price and he called his friend and told him the dvds we wanted. we waited around 20mins before the guy showed up. when he did, we ran into a nearby shop and paid him. the police were watching them tats why they had to be really careful. dangerous work huh? heh. special order you know? (: its interesting to see another part of the world and what other people do for a living. so in the end, we got what we wanted. (:
i also wanted to take some pics of the girls dancing in the nightclubs, but my parents didnt want me to. they said that i would get whacked. the girls were pole dancing and were wearing only their bras and panties. they look so slutty and disgusting. as we were walking, many guys and some women kept asking us to watcch the 'shows' inside. they kept pushing this piece of paper into our faces. i read and saw the "shows". disgusting lar. wah lao. i was like wth. lots of stuff on the paper i also didnt understand so when i came back to singapore, i asked him. it was also kinda funny, cos they kept asking my dad to go in and i kept laughing and laughing thats why they kept asking even more! hahha
okok. its 2am. enough of thailand. anyway, i had really great time there! (: hahah
the sleepover went great! (: had lots of fun. we slept around 5am++ and then the next morning i had to wake up early to go for my exercise at the rehab centre. sebastian was there watching me do the leg thing and after that he was like 'you can only do 1?! i can do 8!" hahaha after that we bought some bread from bread talk and headed to marina square. we bought macs and watched memoirs. after that, i went home and changed cos i had a chinese reunion dinner.
my mother cut off my singel handphone line cos i forgot to call her at the sleepover. i think shes a bitch for doing it, seriously. i love her, but sometimes she can really be a bitch. i was really pissed at her and lots of shit happened after. im not gonna talk about what happened. anyway the bottom line is, im gonna get a hi card. heh. for the next week. im leaving on sat, 4th feb. :( i dont wanna go. i'll miss him and all my friends and singapore so much!
how can rabbit live without eagle?
somebody needs you
like never before
somebody wants your love
baby open the door
dont you leave me alone
dont you turn off the light
somebody wants you
somebody needs you tonight
oh yeahh, i also went to the backstreet boys concert! (: I had free tickets from aunty susan. $130 per ticket. (: good seats! had a great time with sebastian there. it was romantic.. cos of the love songs.. nick carter is fat. he has a belly. heh. it was really nice seeing the backstreet boys live. i used to like them very much but now im alright. still, i appreciate their music. (:
I'll be the one, I'll be the one
Who will make all your sorrows undone
I'll be the light, I'll be the light
When you feel like there's nowhere to run
I'll be the one
There you were, wild and free
Reaching out like you needed me
A helping hand to make it right
I am holding you all through the night
You need me like I need you
We can share our dreams comin' true
I can show you what true love means
Just take my hand, baby please
I'll be the one
I'll be the light
Where you can run
To make it alright
I'll be the one
I'll be the light
Where you can run
so romantic. (:
i went back to yusof ishak secondary school for the last time!! i went there on friday to take pics and say goodbye to friends. (: that day it was some cross country thing so school ended around 10.30am for them. got there around 11am and took pics!! hehehe so happy!! met amah,steph,si qian,sharon,nani,marinah,syzailah,jin yu,kok,edward,air pollution,max,austin,jun hao,jamess,kanageek and mirna. took pics!!! hahah but it was sad for me too cos it would be some time before i can see these great pals again! mr.wong and mr.goh also joined us to take pics! hahah
after taking pics, me,amah,steph,si qian,min hui and rach were supposed to go out and celebrate my bday lunch but rach hurt her leg so i met her later at the bus stop. max,jun hao,edward,kok and jin yu joined us for the movie. we watched i not stupid too! its so funny! but so sad also. =( me and amah were crying! hahah
we ate at sakae sushi but only me,steph,si qian and amah ate there. we were kinda rushing, heh.
met rachel and yi quan at the bus stop later. rach why didnt you come earlier! you stupid, stupid baboon. im gonna miss ya.
after the movie, i went back home and quickly got some stuff i forgot to get earlier and headed to *********************! hahah will not put anymore for that day.
i also took pics of me and kopi!! gonna miss her so much!! <3 i love kopi
okay. fast foward. its 2.25am.
have been visting!! received lots of ang pahos. (: i was supposed to get my hi card today, but didnt have the time. for lunch i went to korkor and jikor's house and ate popiah! took pics with black and pammy too! (: i love black so much. she's such a sweetie pie. <3
we stayed there till around 5.30pm and then headed over to amah's house. ate dinner there. yummy! (: all my cousins and relatives from the cresswell family were there. (:
played with my cousins!! gonna miss them so much too! <3
when it got dark, me, caroline, brian, darrel, leon and sean went downstairs and played with sparklers. there were 100 sticks. had fun lighting them up and writing words in the air. and my naughty cousins were also throwing them into trees and bushes and stuff like that. i also threw one stick at darrel - and it touched his butt! waahha he started screaming cos he thought his butt was on fire. =/ hahah
after that we played catching and we were hiding behind the cars and stuff. heh. it was so fun! (: at one point i was hiding behind the van with leon and sean and suddenly they were running away? i was like wth. then i started to walk out and that was when brian came running after me!! i screamed!!!!!!!! ahh. hahha. memories that will not be forgotten. (:
my parents and aunties and uncles were gambling upstairs. (: aj didnt join us in playing the sparklers, so when we got back i asked him to write in my autograph bk again. (: after that we were chatting about life and stuff. had a great time.
oh i forgot to say this.
happy chinese new year!
gong xi fa cai!
ruan shi ru yi!
xing nain qua le!!
hahaha (:
after i got home i started packing some clothes and stuff. i have to clean out my entire room by 3rd feb cos im leaving on the 4th. ohmygosh. its like so soon. :(
dota is fun!! have been playing at cineleisure! (: i like to use bone clitz. hahahha but when eagle plays with me, he cheats! he kills me! wah lao! hahahha
i feel really sad that im leaving singapore but then again, i must be grateful for the opportunity to study overseas! (:
after i finish doing university, i will do my master either in australia or new zealand. its still a long time. (: but think of it this way, when i go back, i'll be year 12, then year 13 which is my last year of college. after that i enter university! (: fast right?
sebastian is now on holiday! he's in indonesia.. come back soon sebastian!! (:
i miss eagle so much. that night was the first night i said 'i love you' to his face. its the first time i've ever said 'i love you' to someone and meant it. now when i truly love the person and i say 'i love you', its amazing. really. love is amazing. the way it makes you feel.
i've never had a dream come true
till the day i found you
eagle, we will be able to overcome the obstacles in our relationship as i move back to new zealand. a long distance relationship requires a lot of love, communication, trust and faith. i know we can get through this. i love you very much and i know you do too. we have the foundation. we have the backgrounds. we have what it takes. i promise you, everything will be fine. i love you <3
i celebrated my birthday lunch with my family at crystal jade at takashimaya. the food was great! (: i really love eating there. hehehe. ordered so much!! but i loved it (:
my birthday is on 2 feb! coming up soon! (:
my private bash will be with eagle on the day itself. (: cant wait.
its hard to say goodbye
i dont know why
sometimes life turns out funny
but no matter what
we're gonna get through this
cos our love is strong
*~ i love you eagle
alright. its 2.50am. have to sleep now. goodnight (:
with loves; christine
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